God, You are so confusing- blessing me with extraordinary opportunities, but You know how I feel about that place and the
people person that’s there. why do You keep showering me in these programs that bring me there, i don’t understand Your plan.
however, i know Your plan is good, and i’ll stop running from the great opportunities You’ve given me.
Lord, may You be the reason for everything i do, let me be filled with a serving heart. (and lots of self-control and patience and compassion)